Wednesday, September 14, 2005
Bosan
Boring siak.....mendak siak nari..tapi takper mlm ni kuar. Tapi tak tahu nak gi maner. Biasa lah kuar ngan si mira giler dgn laki aku...no plans anyway. Anak aku nail pun tak der kat sini pergi umah mak aku kat johor. Ceh yan dah dpt keje seh dekat keje lama mira tapi oklah....asal ader keje sudah....k lah aku tak tahu nak type aper lagi siak....
gwenstefani blogged at 1:27 PM
Slack!!!
Hahahah...suppose to go to werk today...guess what??...aku tak pergi. Keje dier susah nak mampus...so confusing. tak pernah aku keje ni mcm nye susah...so complicated. Tapi mak aku tak tahu... lau tahu mati aku dier dah tender resign ....got to find work as soon as possible....die die must find....lagi satu... smalam aku gi tunnel...mendak sak!!!! kau tak pernah aku gi clubbing semendak smalam. Banyak budak taik siak.... tak leh angkat...the first and the last aku gi jejak sana....dah lah tu minah2 dier satu 2 masya allah...tuhuan saja yg tahu...ak lama lagi confirm tunel jadi fire no.2...heheheeh....got to go by way sani kat bawah nak amik kita org gi jalan2...chao!!!
gwenstefani blogged at 7:53 PM
i just want to take you away
from everyone and keep you stashed under my pillow
and then i'd take you out simply for my own
pleasure and wear you when the occasion's special then
i'd put you on like a diamond so i can sparkle and be the envy of my friends
i'd proudly hold the leash that i'd have you on
so you can't stray and follow me around all day
it's too late now i don't think it can fade
it's too real now fulfillment just adds fuel to the blaze
compulsion has stained me i'm nervously cradling our young love without known limits love like a butterfly cupped in my hands i peek in
to see beauty trappedconfined it flutters then
it leaves behind colorful dust
to remind me of the special times we've spent
but of course it has to leave my clutchbut enough's never enough to make a dent
it's too late now
i don't think it can fade
it's too real now
fulfillment just adds fuel to the blaze
and in time it will end
and there really isn't hope for the two of us
but right now i give in...it's too late now
i don't think it can fade
it's too real now
fulfillment just adds fuel to the blaze
fulfillment just adds fuel to the fulfillment
just adds fuel to the blaze
gwenstefani blogged at 5:03 AM
You're so new!!
Ok.... only today i get to come to mira's house. So only now i get to update my blog. Something is changing inside 'him'. I can sense it. I can feel it. I can see it. Maybe 'he' doesn't realize it. We are not like old times. Maybe the feeling is not there anymore. There's no attention towards me anymore. I'm feeling neglected. Last time when we used to quarell those words 'he' said doesn't hurt much like now. Why must all this changes. Why now? Why not last time? I dun noe what is 'his' feeling towards me now? I dun have anyone want to talk to except this blog and my mum. She's still the best. The chemistry is not there anymore. Lucky i have my 2 heroes atleast i'm not bored. Life is more meaningful. How am i gonna live without them. Why my life always turn out to be like this. Last time till now never change. Happiness always not by my side. Susah sangat ke nak hidup senang. Now i'm thinking of my bills at home. I've been thinking very hard. Lucky i start work today. I want to work very hard so that i can pay my bills. And for my kids. I no longer wanna stay at home and shake legs. I want to change my life....now....
gwenstefani blogged at 4:00 PM
